First Timer

I'm a first timer Wishing I was someone else When I see you by yourself In a cold riddle Where you find yourself not blocked By the doors you locked You won't do what the doctor ordered You won't see someone else Come on back to me My pride tomorrow You say you feel all hollow And you know it's 'cause you are Well, at least so far I think of you with hesitation I think of you too hard Come on back to me But don't make me sorry I'm a first timer Wishing I'd been someone else Seeing you by yourself Seeing you by yourself