Solitary Ground

Living at different places Evading into various spaces My compa*s has broken I'm losing the way An ongoing madness has led me astray My past breathes down my neck And it seems now that all I can do is Go back to beginnings when all lay ahead A fading illusion now plagues me instead In me there's still a place that fulfills me A sanctity here that I call home, I run to When winter descends If I try, can I find solid ground I follow elusive paths Oh, it seems they've been written in stone And the door to a new life is closing so fast Burning the bridges will not bring me back I know that in me there's still a place that fulfills me A sanctity here that I call home, I run to When winter descends If I try, can I find solid ground Or am I just wasting time?