Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me and I don't like what I see I'm not who I appear to be So I start off every day, down on my knees I will pray For a change in any way But as the day goes by, I live through another lie If it's any wonder why Am I ever gonna change If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change, will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change, well I'm the only one to blame If I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight it's gone on too long Please tell me if it's true, am I too old to start anew 'Cause that's what I want to do But time and time again when I think I can I fall short in the end So why do I even try, will it matter when I die Can anyone hear my cry? Am I ever gonna change, will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change, well I'm the only one to blame If I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight it's gone on too long [Foreign content] Am I ever gonna change, will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change, well I'm the only one to blame If I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight it's gone on too long Am I ever gonna change, I take it day by day My will is weak and my flesh too strong Peace I seek till thy kingdom comes