The song Really Here is performed by Far in the album named Water And Solutions in the year 1998 .
I noticed it when I walked out
My small white world was closing down
I wondered, I would always wonder
Why I am always sober and everyone is loaded
And it gets old
Well, I bow out now
I refuse
So what if I waver, I fall
I'll always, I will always notice
Speak up when I'm called on
Everyone gets older
Oh well, I'm not really here