So-So Suicide

I felt the blisters Below the words A universe waiting to explode And I felt the words crawl out of my skull And now you know Exactly what you should Don't bother pretending I seem fine I like that I'm a mess I can't stand it much longer in my head I think it's time for bullets Became so-so suicidal And now I know the ugly from the good Don't bother pretending I seem fine I like that I'm a mess I can't stand it much longer in my head I think it's time for bullets Don't bother pretending I seem fine I'm trying to confess I can't stand it much longer in my head But it's not time for bullets