Medicated To The One I Love

I just can't Figure myself out Or what's surrounding me Or what I surround myself with A 2 ton fist is pushing me To the streets again Looking for relief In my restricted state I wake from dreams of high Before I rush by A crush I have on you You're a lover most true I'm falling off again You'll always be my friend She never lies but she eats me alive Elastic mind that always bends For my drug of choice I think I hear her voice It's like pixies and angels and cocteau twins So beautifully sung But it's a noose she's hung I wake from dreams of high Before I rush by A crush I have on you You're a lover most true I'm falling off again You'll always be my friend She never lies but she eats me alive