Hopeless

It's been weeks since I felt good It's time to get out of bed Not feeling like I should Sometimes I feel dead I see my life wasted all away Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that f**ked up I feel hopeless, I shut down Wonder where the time has gone What day is it this week I wish that I could stop my head The future, it looks bleak I see my life, but that was yesterday Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that f**ked up I feel hopeless, I shut down Sometimes I feel like a failure Or am I just fed up Sometimes it just seems useless Or am I that f**ked up I feel hopeless, I shut down No, I'm not a failure Maybe just fed up I'll never give up hoping I know that's just f**ked up I'm not hopeless, I'm not shut down I'm not hopeless, I'm not shut down