Pain

i wish that i could say i am a perfect man one day i decided i would think on this, i wish sometimes that i would not be who i am not knowing if faith and pain could co-exist: could i ever on my own conceive of someone i did not know, but i need? i must be made to be at peace and communion 'cause there must be some place somehow from where I have fallen Chorus i find through every ounce of pain i feel that my mind cannot deny that God is real leaves me in conclusion that i know the way the inconsistency of what i say i should be compared to what i am in actuallity though i am unable to always obey my soul's hunger for a deeper life nothing in this world has satisfied the weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me i still live with pain inside but now i see - Solo - - Chorus - the peices of my life are scattered on the floor i stared at them till i could take no more i do not deserve to be set free forgiveness is what i despereately need if it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed would i not be dead inside but i live instead - Chorus (2x) - believe through all my tearsi know my faith's still here