The Death Of St. Jimmy

My heart is beating from me I am standing all alone Please call me only if you are coming home Waste another year flies by Waste a night or two You taught me how to live In the streets of shame Where you've lost your dreams in the rain There's no sign of hope The stems and seeds of the last of the dope There's a glow of light The St. Jimmy is the spark in the night Bearing gifts and trust The fixture in the city lust What the hell's your name Whats your pleasure and whats your pain? Do you dream to much? Do you think what you need is a crutch In the crowd of pain. St. Jimmy comes without any shame He says “we're f**ked up” But we're not the same And mom and dad are the ones you can blame Jimmy died today He blew his brains out into the bay In the state of mind it's my own private suicide