So Long Friend

Today I wasn't even gonna take a shower And then I got a call sayin' that my cousin died in a fire So I washed myself for what seemed like three hours With tears in rusty water I need some of that calgon, take me away action immediately 'Fore I start scrubbin' my hands hard repeatedly I'm stuck somewhere lethargic between reality In a f**kin' school video Wake me up I say goodbye too many times in these 22 long ones Here I am wavin' again, "So long, friend" I shoulda told her how this town doesn't like when people leave So it finds ways to keep 'em, it sews seeds and reaps 'em And now she's part of that harvest, different from all the others Ask her mother how her smile touched souls and warm cold hearts Monique, I miss you, I wish I coulda kissed you farewell And given you that tattoo you always asked for But when I'm done tappin' bud lite on God's stomach You got next, I'm done, y'all take what you want from me I'm going to wash my hands, I miss you boo