Healing To Suffer Again

I won't be chained to the earth I feel cheated so I cheat myself I feel defeated so I defeat myself Drown your sorrows again and again Push away and deny this misery These feelings and instincts remain I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave Let me be one with the infinite Let me be one Let me be one with the infinite I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth I feel cheated so I cheat myself I feel defeated so I defeat myself Drown your sorrows again and again Push away and deny this misery These feelings and instincts remain I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave Let me be one with the infinite Let me be one Let me be one with the infinite I won't be chained to this earth I won't be chained to this earth I just need the will to suppress the urge I can't suppress the urge I've built so many barriers I'm healing to suffer again Time has given me no remorse Spiritually bankrupt Just give me the grace to oppose this sin Haunted by the things I've done Is this guilt and shame the price I pay I hate myself for this weakness I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth I won't be chained to the earth