Swallow The Stitches

I stood and watched the ocean breathe For the millionth time it swallowed me I care not to feel I'm dying Flash back to what you did to me! Flash back to what you said to me! Did your work I can't touch, I can't feel My sanity is breaking Sweat dripping, mind racing There's nothing left to lose (Except you) Erase you You gave me lies It tears a hole inside you (lies) Where light will never find you (lies) Abuse yourself (lies) Inject yourself A broken, brittle boy It won't leave me alone Alone! Flash back to what you did to me Flash back to what you said to me Did your work I can't touch, I can't feel Reject me! Why? Caress my face Only to crucify me I am your slave, fixation pulsing Punish me Tie me up Cut me up Switch me up Reopen me Come alone Crawl inside I only want to come in you Disgust to purify Kill you a thousand times It tears a hole inside you (lies) Where light will never find you (lies) Abuse yourself (lies) Inject yourself A broken, brittle boy It won't leave me alone Kill you a thousand times