For You

When I put my headphones on and hide amongst the crowds I feel like I must've just disappeared. that music that makes even the sound of my own footsteps fade away. Until I forget you and our fighting I want to dance. When I come back to a messy room, I can see my own loneliness through your existence. Though it would be better to become kinder for my sake and not someone else's, I can't feel lonely all by myself, that's why For you I want to give you the same loneliness so that you can become strong so that someday it can reach you, that's why I sing this song for you. Even on mornings when I don't want to get up, I get up to see your face. On sleepless nights, I sing to myself the song you gave me. Don't get me wrong, I don't intend to ever rely on you for anything at all. If there's a song I can sing for only me and not anyone else, I don't wanna remember that kind of song. That's why for you if you misunderstand me, I feel this heartbreak eventhough I should be used to it, eventhough I should be milder. that's why I sing this song for you I want to make you cry let me hurt you, and let me heal you When I want to fly you always give me a brighter sky. You want to make me cry you taught me joy by sorrow When I want to shine you always give me a darker sky.