Post Eclipse Era

My world view shattered when prophecies failed I loathe this world, it makes me sick I am tired of eating/vomiting out the lies Confused, beaten, crippled by this life Everything means nothing, so pervert it all Time to stop caring, just f**k it all Nothing means everything, just let it go Because in the end it means nothing at all Why should I laugh when shit blocks my jaw How could I cry with my blinded eyes Still crawling around, sweating like a pig This makes no sense, my living hell I taught myself, of hatred and scorn Living hell, need to recharge Reality strikes, I do understand It's clear now that you can all just f**k off and die Pretentious, back-stabbing, two-faced world Post eclipse era thus dwell in joy