Manic Depressive

(In my minds eye ) you throw wickedness at me im just a toy to you i bring no real joy to you the way i see it, you dont want me here no more you want a hole in my forehead and blood pouring on the floor 'cause im so dirty (f**kin dirty, shawty) i wanna barder this body thats hated by everybody sometimes i dont know why, i continue to try its so much easier to die then to get by and to get by and to get by and to get by and to get.... If im gonna die Im taking you with me get you and get me, we can be bloody If im gunna fly (if im gunna fly) Im gunna succeed take you and get me, we can be bloody sometimes i dont kno why, i continue to try its so much easier to die then to get by and to get by and to get by and to get by and to get.... (than to get by)... I dont wanna leave my house, dont wanna open my mouth, dont wanna read my mail, dont wanna meet with pals, I dont wanna f**k shit up, dont wanna f**kin get up, dont wanna take up space, dont want your time to waste, I dont wanna fight this back, just wanna fade to black, dont wanna turn to faith, I wanna burn at stakes, I dont wanna build my life, I wanna bloody my knife, dont wanna grab the phone, dont wanna leave this room, I dont wanna talk with you, Im f**kin stalkin you, dont wanna fix myself, I wanna nix myself, I dont wanna try to change, just wanna fry my brain, dont wanna slow shit down, I wanna throw shit around, I dont wanna run no where, dont want no one to care, dont want another crack at it, I'd rather be a crack addict, I dont wanna look for help, dont wanna help myself, i dont even wanna try to get by, to get by, to get by, to get by, and to get by.... *harp music begins* When the birds are singing,the sunshine is at much more, my tea is the.. (AXE) -woooooo! you see that shit jay?! one swing and came right the f**k off! -she didnt even see you commin dawg!