Surrender

It's not that I don't care, I know it's here somewhere But it's more than I can bare to take I lie awake at night, I never win the fight It's an addiction I can't shake It's overbearing me And growing, flowing, showing I surrender forever I fold, I played the losing card I'm under, it's over I give it up, it's all too hard It's not that I'm unsure, I've heard it all before But I can't help wanting more to keep You just don't understand the way I really am It's all I ever can be But underneath it all I'm breaking, waking, shaking I surrender forever I fold, I played the losing card I'm under, it's over I give it up, it's all too hard And now I face it all I'm falling, crawling, stalling I surrender forever I fold, I played the losing card I'm under, it's over I give it up, it's all too hard I surrender forever I fold, I played the losing card I'm under, it's over I give it up, it's all too hard