Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams, an exquisite extreme I know He's as damned as he seems and more Heaven than a heart could hold And if I try to save him my whole world could cave in It just ain't right, Lord, it just ain't right Oh, and I don't know, I don't know what he's after But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter Lord, would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster? He's magic and myth, as strong as what I believe And a tragedy with more damage than a soul should see But do I try to change him? So hard not to blame him Hold me tight, baby, hold me tight Oh, and I don't know, I don't know what he's after But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster? I'm longing for love and the logical but he's only happy hysterical I'm searching for some kind of miracle, waiting so long, I've waited so long He's soft to the touch but frayed at the ends he breaks He's never enough and still he's more than I can take Oh, and I don't know, I don't know what he's after But he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster? He's beautiful, Lord, he's so beautiful He's beautiful