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If I could love you If you had came into my life before If I could turn and walk away I would if I could but I can't so please understand If I could kiss you If I could hold you in my arms awhile If I could be with you tonight I would if I could but I can't so please understand Baby, baby, baby I've been wondering Whatcha doing now And how your life has been And now I see you baby 'Cuz you're back again And you wanna know If we can kick it again? But so much has changed now I gotta man and some kids I've got responsibilities So I can't just up and leave But I wanted you to know that "It's our secret baby" Is what you said to me But there's too much at stake My home, my family The thought is tempting baby But I won't be weak Can't go out like that Never, no way, no how not me Another life, another space Another time, another place But not right here and now I gotta honor my sacred vows Pa*sions high, desire strong It's feeling right but this is wrong And I'm not that kinda girl I gotta go home to my world