Still in Love With My Ex

Ex, ex ex, ex I never thought that we would break up for the better Should've never made the promises to each other So many things I should've said that you didn't know Comin' in from a past with a heavy load But I knew that you were a good man Gave me love, you were faithful, it showed on my hand I know the questions in your mind you don't understand Through the words of this song, I wanna answer them Honesty, check, conversation, check A shoulder I can lean on anytime I'm feelin' stressed, check Good lovin', yes, the perfect soldier, yes Was about to say 'I do' when I know it wasn't meant, so I Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts Think I found the answer and I know I must confess I'm still in love with my ex And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next I'm still in love with my ex Every moment that I stayed, I dug a deeper hole I was with you but my heart wouldn't let him go All my family told me, "Kelly, he's the one for you" I know your family loved me and I love them too I'm so sorry for the pain that I put you through But you shouldn't have to suffer 'cause I'm confused So much for lookin' forward to future plans Lost the love of my life and I lost a friend Good to me, yes, security, yes You were all the things I wanted, I'm checkin' everythin', check, check You were comfortin', yes, romantic man, yes How could I have said 'I do' when I knew it wasn't meant, so I Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out Thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts Think I found the answer and I know I must confess I'm still in love with my ex And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next I'm still in love with my ex Silence, I've gotta own this I've gotta own this game I can't believe I'm sayin' this Sayin' sorry is the hardest part Search in my mind, tryin' to figure it out And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts Think I found the answer and I know I must confess I'm still in love with my ex And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you And in my heart, I know that I gotta tell you I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next I'm still in love with my ex Search in my mind tryin' to figure it out And I thought I was happy but I'm havin' some doubts Think I found the answer and I know I must confess I'm still in love with my ex And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you I shouldn't have gone from one situation to the next I'm still in love with my ex