Need To

I, I am confused, fightin' myself Wantin' to give in needin' your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside, don't know you, but inside I'm f**ked Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you (Why are you taken?) I loved you (Why do I feel so helpless?) Why is it you? (Rippin' my insides each time I'm with you) (Why do I cry?) (Why do I really need to?) Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? f**k you [incomprehensible] Need to, need to, need to f**k, f**k, f**k, f**k I hate you (Why are you taken?) I loved you (Why do I feel so helpless?) Why is it you? (Rippin' my insides each time I'm with you) Why do I try? Why do I f**kin' need to? f**k f**k f**k ...