Cosmic

I wanted to write a song called '€œCosmic'€ I wanted to get a view of the earth I wanted to be your lonesome cowboy I wanted to love you 'til it hurt I wanted the right to misbehave To satiate my crave I put these things aside for years 'Til laughter took the place of tears It's like I was asleep You know I'm here, I'm here I wanted to take your place just sometimes To know the things you know and why you did the things you do To say no one time and believe it Oh, I wanted so much but only needed you Wasn't it just my choice to make The bed in which I lay? I put these things aside for years 'Til laughter took the place of tears It's like I was asleep Yet now I'm here, I'm here I wanted to be able to talk without the interruption I wanted to sing exotic words I wanted to find a way to put an end to part of my destruction I wanted to know what I was worth And wasn't it just my choice to make The bed in which I lay? I put these things aside for years 'Til laughter took the place of tears It's like I was asleep Yet now I'm here (And it's cosmic) I'm here, I'm here (And it's cosmic)