I Used To Love Him

Now I don't, I used to Love him, now I don't, now I don't As I look at what I've done, the type of life that I've lived How many things I pray the Father will forgive One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the sand He stole my heart like a thief in the night Dulled my senses and blurred my sight And I used to love him but now I don't I used to love him but now I don't I chose the road of pa*sion and pain Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power, ceased being queen Addicted to love like the drug of, drug of a fiend See, torn and confused, wasted and used Reached the crossroad, which path would I choose? Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated For somethin' to happen that just wasn't fated Thought what I wanted was somethin' I needed When Momma said no, then I just should have heeded Misled, I bled till the poison was gone And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn I used to love him, but now I don't I used to love him, yeah yeah yeah, but now I don't Father, you saved me and you showed me that life Was much more than being some foolish man's wife Showed me that love was respect and devotion Greater than planets and deeper than any ocean See, my soul was weary, but now it's replenished Content because that part of my life is finished I see him sometimes and the look in his eye Is one of a man who's lost treasures untold But my heart is guilty, I took back my soul And totally let my Creator control The life which was his The life which was his, to begin with Now I don't, I used to Love him, now I don't Now I don't, I used to Love him, now I don't Now I don't, I used to Love him, now I don't Now I don't, I used to Love him, now I don't, now I don't I used to love him but now I don't I used to love him, yeah yeah yeah, but now I don't I used to love him but now I don't