Destructive

If I could smoke a cigarette right now I would Rip out of my skin commit the sins, oh I could If I could break a heart and throw It all away for just one night My conscience wouldn't care If I just went ahead and wrecked my life I want to be destructive Trash everything in site Beat the devil at his game Abuse myself all night I want to bitch the world out One loud aching scream Don't want anybody wanting Anything from me I'm sick of being perfect with your perfect little smile Pick a fight with danger be a stranger to myself for a while I want to come unraveled and have it out with my soul I'm tired of all the voices telling me which way to go I wish you'd silence your opinion That's the last thing that I want to know I want to be destructive Trash everything in site Beat the devil at his game Abuse myself all night I want to bitch the world out One loud aching scream Don't want anybody wanting Anything from me I'll fell better when I'm sane But now I want to feel no pain I'm really sick of thinking I just want to be destructive I want to be destructive Trash everything in site Beat the devil at his game Abuse myself all night I want to bitch the world out One loud aching scream Don't want anybody wanting Anything from me