How's My Driving, Doug Hastings?

Friday night on coke with a crow bar, left at two in the back of Doug's car, without a plan and being f**ked up, looking' to get something for ourselves. Friday night at three at a side door, Doug said try to get the door just once more I said man this all f**ked up just looking to get something something for ourselves feeling kinda weird and thinkin' to myself f**k doug I'm not going out like this he said man I'm all I got and I won't be missed this makes no sense it makes no sense to me this isn't the way its supposed to be