Something I Never Had

Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you? Call your number I cannot get through You don't hear me and I don't understand When I reach out, oh I don't find your hand Where they wasted words and did they mean a thing? And all that precious time but I still feel so in between Some day I just keep pretending That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had Oh I keep tellin' myself things can turn around with time And if I wait it out you could always change your mind Like a fairy tale oh where it works out in the end Can I close my eyes? Have you lying here again Then I come back down and then I fade back in And then I realize it's just what might have been Some day I just keep pretending That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had Am I a shadow on your wall? Am I anything at all? Anything to you Am I a secret that you keep? Do you dream me while your sleeping after all? Some day I just keep pretending That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had That I never had I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had You don't see me You don't feel me like I feel you