The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself I had to get the words out of my head, so I did You barely said a thing You kind of heard me out and then you said, you said You're crazy, why do you keep doing this? Everything is fine Then I think, I'm crazy, I do this all the time Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't wanna see it the way it really is Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read What does that mean? Sometimes even I have no idea what I need I wish I did I'm crazy, why do I keep doing this? Everything is fine Then you think I'm crazy, I do this all the time Until I start to think that something's really wrong Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't wanna see it the way it really is Looking through my window, big blue sky Lazy sun is shining so I run outside To look for you, I look for you And then it starts to rain Maybe I am, is that the way it really is? Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't want to see it the way it really is Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't wanna see it the way it really is Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion Maybe we're just a picture in my head Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was Maybe I don't wanna see it Maybe I don't want to see it, maybe I don't want to see it The way it really is, the way it really is The way it really is, the way it really is The way it really is