What's Good For Me

I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages I fall in love then complicate it, yeah, you know the feeling Without much hope just blind ambition Pretending that theres nothing missing, I always kept believing That more, I thought if I had more, I wouldn't get so bored oh no But everything just left me empty Love walkin' in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more Well I don't trust myself life really s*cks And first time I did it but I didn't do it Last time, that's when I really blew it So this time I'm gonna do it different 'cuz I know, I know, I know If I put everything I have into it Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, yeah I'm just tryin' to be creative but everyones so opinionated They wanna tell me what I'm feeling 'Cuz one man's junks another's treasure When it's done it's hard to measure or keep on believing That more, I thought if I had more, I wouldn't get so bored oh no But I know it's gonna leave me empty Love walkin' in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more Well I don't trust myself I don't wanna get so bored And first time I did it but I didn't do it Last time, that's when I really blew it So this time I'm gonna do it different 'cuz I know, I know, I know If I put everything I have into it Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, yeah 'Cuz I don't want to live my life Wondering if only I woulda, I shoulda, I coulda But I didn't 'cuz I only blame myself again And first time I did it but I didn't do it Last time, that's when I really blew it So this time, this time, this time If I put everything I have into it Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, oh And I, I, I, I didn't do it Last time, that's when I really blew it So this time I'm gonna do it different 'cuz I know, I know, I know If I put everything I have into it Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me, me, yeah, oh I'm gonna do it different, I know, I know, yeah oh yeah That's when I really blew it I'm gonna do it different, 'cause I know I'm gonna get what's good for me