Side Effects featuring Young Jeezy

It's M.C. and Y.J. another hit, okay We lookin' fine, takin' off, saw us on a runway On any given Sunday, Monday, Tuesday They try to confuse me, I never let 'em use me I was a girl, you was a man I was too young to understand I was naive, I just believed Everythin' that you told me Said you were strong, protectin' me Then I found out that you were weak Keepin' me there under your thumb 'Cause you were scared that I'd become Much more than you could handle Shinin' like a chandelier that decorated Every room inside the private hell we built And I dealt with it like a kid I wished I could fly away But instead, I kept my tears inside 'Cause I knew if I started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my life With you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects Wakin' up scared some nights still dreamin' 'bout them violent times Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside Still a little defensive thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects Side effects, side effects, side effects Vacant inside, no one was there Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet Once in a while put up a fight It's just too much night after night After a while I would just lie You wasn't wrong, said you was right Did what I could just to survive Couldn't believe this was my life Flickerin' like a candle, doin' my best to handle Sleepin' with the enemy, aware that he was smotherin' Every last part of me so I broke away And finally found the strength to breathe I kept my tears inside 'Cause I knew if I started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my life With you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects Wakin' up scared some nights still dreamin' 'bout them violent times Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside Still a little defensive thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects Side effects, side effects, side effects Hey, hey, hey, let's go Hey magnifico or should I say magnificent? Ain't nothin' worth your happiness And I ain't carin' who you're with Misery love company So we ain't tryin' to hang with y'all Hurt you if ya let 'em in Gotta keep ya s*cka smilin' Keep tryin' to play 'pology I tell him I ain't bowlin' tho Think they want me outta here I tell 'em I ain't goin' tho Side effects be drowsiness Loneliness, how is this? I think they call it hateration What can you prescribe for this? Forgive but I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me Forgive but I can't forget Every day I deal with this I live with the side effects But I ain't gonna let them get the best of me I kept my tears inside 'cause I knew If I started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my life With you I finally built up the strength to walk away Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects Wakin' up scared some nights still dreamin' 'bout them violent times Still little protective 'bout the people that I let inside Still a little defensive thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life Still little depressed inside, I fake a smile and deal with the side effects Side effects, side effects, side effects