Recent Illusion

How hard can it be To have and to keep What everyone has I walk in the streets The beautiful meet They're starting to laugh I know too much I've seen too much I crave to much I'm out of touch My recent illusion Blurred out my conclusion There's no one for me I can't do it right I can't sleep at night He's all that I see I want to much I seek too much I try too much I'm out of touch I feel to much Demand too much I lose too much I've lost my touch I aim high, you aim low Oh, ain't that just the way it goes I see sparks, you see none Had I only quit while it was fun