Not When I Need It

Look at you, you're just as blind Trying to grab your little piece of mind And you want to hold it near but you know you can't keep it Say a little, should suffice But more than a little of you is so nice And you give me what I want Not when I need it Not when I need it Well I find it all the time Not when I need it No two days are quite the same I look at me life I really can't complain And you come so easily Not when I need it Not when I need it Well I find it all the time Not when I need it The feeling's getting out of hand But I can't have you on demand I can hang onto a dream But I can't hold it Late at night I'm filled with fear That I can't take for granted that you'll always be near And it makes me hate myself To think I can't see it Not when I need it Not when I need it Well I find it all the time Not when I need it Well I find it all the time Not when I need it Well I find it all the time Not when I need it