Too Many Times

Who do I hope to finally be? Is it not your life in me? Yet the how's too hard to see Too many times Will I ever finally be The true intended me? Will the old in me be freed And left behind? Too many times I'm back inside Wanting desperately to hide Yet I know, I know you say, you have to die Too many times You hear my cries I'm at the end of all my tries So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die Here I am again alone Afraid I'll lose all that I own Yet you see me as your one I cannot fall And what I am I still am not At times I count the cost Yet I find there's nothing lost If I give it all Too many times I'm back inside Wanting desperately to hide Yet I know, I know you say, you have to die Too many times You hear my cries I'm at the end of all my tries So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die Too many times You hear my cries I'm at the end of all my tries So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die Too many times I'm back inside Wanting desperately to hide Yet I know, I know you say, you have to die Too many times You hear my cries I'm at the end of all my tries So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die