Shame

I felt bad but there was nothing I could do about it Nothing I could do to make it go away I felt bad but there was nothing I could do to change it Nothing I could do to make things change This is my shame This is my shame I felt bad but I keep trying to kid myself about it Trying to tell myself it was an honest mistake I felt bad but what's done is done Just one thing remains This is my shame This is my shame I know your mad at me I know you want to cut my throat I know you think I think it's all a joke I don't, I don't I felt bad but there was nothing I could do about it Nothing I could do to make it go away, I woke up and thought Every thing's going to be alright, every thing's going to be okay Then it hit me like a wave, then it hit me like a wave This is my shame This is my shame This is my shame