Lgfuad

Let's get f**ked up and die I'm speaking figuratively, of course Like the last time that I committed suicide Social suicide Yeah, so I'm already dead On the inside but I can still pretend With my memories and photographs I've learned to love the lie I wanna know what it's like to be awkward And innocent, not belligerent I wanna know how it feels to be useful And pertinent and have common sense, yeah Let me in, let me into the club 'Cause I wanna belong And I need to get strong and if memory serves I'm addicted to words and they're useless In this department Let's get f**ked up and die I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode I'm about to explode I'm a mess, I'm a wreck I am perfect and I have learned to accept All my problems and short comings 'Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept I want to thank you for being a part of my The forget-me-nots and marigolds And all the things that don't get old Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know It's the only way I have learned To express myself To other peoples' descriptions of life I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless In this department Let's get f**ked up and die For the last time I'm feeling, we'll try not to smile As we cover our heads and drink heavily Into the nights, that's no shocking surprise I believe that I can Overcome this and beat everything in the end But I choose to abuse for the time being Maybe I'll win but for now I've decided to die Sister soldier, you've been such A positive influence on my mental frame If I could ever repay you, I would But I'm hard up for cash and my memory lacks initiative Goddamn, the liquor stores' closed We were so close to scoring It hurts, it destroys til it kills I am tired and hungry and totally useless In this department