Severed

And we hide behind Lies, anger, hate, they shoo love away Shells of ourselves outside Shelters body from cold reigns of reality Come on, step out of your rind a*semble strength, focus Release and run to me You can never look back to the visions from the past They fade and wilt in time You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through Then I turn and walk away Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur (Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) Eclipse you are (Play you, cut you away) (Spit up on my plate, push everything away, from me) And we sever all ties It creates disruption 'midst circle of friends I become sacrifice Spare your life and leave me to my misery Get off the cross and save yourself, run away you'll be okay Run away now get away from me if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head you'll never get away I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past Of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through Then I'll turn and walk away I walk under clouds of gray Sphere of storms in my head I'm trapped again in endless rain I divorce the thoughts of you in love with me I divorce your innocence and my guilt I divorce the lying sellout confidence I'm divorcing every motherf**kin' thing I divorce the love bled meaningless I divorce the makeshift harmony I divorce the taunting acts of violence I divorce the pastime of jealousy I divorce control I divorce the faith I divorce the virtue I divorce the rain I divorce the excuse I divorce the greed I divorce the need I divorce iniquity in this mother f**kin' bullshit life Just want it all to go away Just want to run away to die, take it myself, my life Text book f**king mental off me, and pitch me in a hole Rip this motherf**king bullshit life In this f**king bullshit life I'll always be your shadow And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur I can't be the hero anymore I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity And I feel your warm sun on my face Separate, separate, separate, separate Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur (Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) Eclipse you are (Play you, cut you away) (Spit up on my plate, push everything away from me) Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur (Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) Eclipse in you (Play you, cut you away) (It's always been this way, push everything away from me) Eclipse you are, of your states of ain soph aur (Play you, cut you away, blead you, strip you) Eclipse you are (Play you, cut you away, spit up on my plate)