Provider

Hey, woke up I had the same clothes on I had on last night Damn, I must have pa*sed out And cash is just like the clothes I worn yesterday, we are broke Damn, I gotta get my a*s out So, I went to see what my friend Was talkin' about, drugs He told me cocaine would get you clout My momma said He's trouble and school's my route But I went to high school And got kicked out So I'm drivin' this truck down 95 I pray to God I make it home alive I don't get pulled over by the man I just want to make it home To hold your hand Goodbye beloved one Do you know what I am? If you don't see my face no more I'm a provider, girl Gotta face the streets tonight Goodbye beloved one Do you know what I am? You don't see my face no more I'm a rider, girl Gotta face the streets tonight You say you don't want me to go But I have to, I gotta go Please don't weep, I love you, don't cry I refuse to be a bum Especially comin' where I'm from I'm a provider girl and I love you So it's just like I said before Heading down 95, dodging Johnny Law I don't need a ticket, though I never got one If he pulls me over, he can feel my shotgun I think about life, pull down my hat It's just like this road, I don't know where I'm at I don't want to be, another cocaine story Will I find my sanity? Where I find my glory? Come on Goodbye beloved one Do you know what I am? If you don't see my face no more I'm a provider, girl Gotta face the streets tonight Goodbye beloved one Do you know what I am? You don't see my face no more I'm a rider, girl Gotta face the streets tonight Someday, someday, this will be over We'll raise a family I'll get a job and I'll be a voter And if I die, it will change you, change you I watch over a family, but only as an Angel So don't tell me You don't know what you see When you're lookin' at a motherf**ker just like me I'm a provider, girl I said don't tell me You don't know what you see When you're lookin' at a motherf**ker just like me I'm a rider, girl Goodbye beloved one Do you know what I am? If you don't see my face no more I'm a provider, girl Gotta face the streets tonight Goodbye beloved one Do you know what I am? You don't see my face no more I'm a rider, girl Gotta face the streets tonight I love you girl I'm doing this for us I don't know any better What am I supposed to do? Nothin', I love you