Even Deeper

i woke up today to find myself in the other place with a trail of footprints from where i ran away it seems everything i've heard just might be true and you know me (well you think you do) sometimes, i have everything- yet i wish i felt something do you know how far this has gone? just how damaged have i become? when i think i can overcome it runs even deeper and in a dream i'm a different me with a perfect you we fit perfectly and for once in my life i feel complete- and i still want to ruin it afraid to look as clear as day this plan has long been underway i hear them call i cannot stay the voice inviting me away do you know how far this has gone? just how damaged have i become? when i think i can overcome it runs even deeper everything that matters is gone all the hands of hope have withdrawn could you try to help me hang on? it runs... i straight i won't crack on my way and i can't turn back i'm okay i'm on track on my way and i can't turn back i stayed on this track gone too far and i can't come back i stayed on this track lost my way can't come back