Sometimes

Sometimes sunshine Does not want to shine on me And sometimes I find myself blind At first I cannot see and then I see it's me I chose a road when I was young In search of fun temptations won And all my soul I did surrender If I had a chance to back now Would I redeem my moral vows Or would I repeat for my own laughter Sometimes I hide somewhat Like a bulb behind a shade And sometimes I ask myself why Is it cause the lights are too bright Or because my eyes are closed too tight Sometimes I find myself blind Don't use my brain don't use my mind Distorted feelings always leading my way But I must forgive myself And let the past lay down to rest And be prepared to face myself in another day From now on I will behave But in the back of my mind I will be enslaved