If I gave you up for gone, quit all of this holding on, would I wake up tomorrow feeling better? What if hopes the only thing keeping me from crumbling, the last thread holding the pieces together. And its hard to tell the one that ill regret just letting you know that Im not giving up yet.
Such an ordinary day, you know the one you went away. Ive relived each minute a million times. And all the things I almost did then didnt do instead keep running around in circles in my mind. This heavy heart just wont let me rest till Ive convinced myself that I tried my best.
And I wonder where could you be? I wonder why, did you leave without me.
I want to run out to the edge of town, scream your name for hours out loud. Turn this world upside down to find you. I want to build myself a time machine, to go back and change everything to see you here with me. Thats the closest Ive ever been to who I want to be.