Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today And practiced all the things I would say But she came over, I lost my nerve I took her back and made her dessert Now I know I'm being used That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse Well, I know she's playing with me That's okay 'cause I've got no self esteem Oh wayo, yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah We make plans to go out at night I wait till 2 then I turn out the light This rejection's got me so low If she keeps it up I just might tell her so Oh wayo, yeah, yeah Oh, yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, yeah, yeah When she's saying, all that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she saying, all men are like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess, I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care, right? Yeah Now I'll relate, this little bit That happens more than I'd like to admit Late at night, she knocks on my door She's drunk again and looking to score Now I know, I should say no, but That's kind of hard when she's ready to go I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb I'm just a s*cker with no self esteem Oh wayo, yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah When she's saying, all that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying, all that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend Well I guess, I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer The more it shows you really care, right? Yeah