Home Grown

He hurts me 'cause he cares He hurts me and it's all my fault Roaches and cigarettes, a sink of hungry dishes Flies in the afterbirth, I miss you when you're timid Loving you is nothing new, it's self-mutilation I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed but I love the stimulation The last time I died, the last time I died Wasn't nearly this much fun, welcome, welcome Welcome to the family To this drug addict, s*x fanatic, alcoholic tragedy Welcome to the family To this drug addict, s*x fanatic, alcoholic fantasy I fell down some stairs, I ran into a wall He hurts me 'cause he cares, it's all my fault He likes to kill small animals and blame it on the weather Father was [Incomprehensible] my secret name was terror Loving you is nothing new, it's self-mutilation I crave the pain, I'm so ashamed but I love the stimulation The last time I died, the last time I died Wasn't nearly this much fun, welcome, welcome Welcome to the family To this drug addict, s*x fanatic, alcoholic tragedy Welcome to the family To this drug addict, s*x fanatic, alcoholic fantasy He hurts me 'cause he cares He hurts me and it's all my fault It's all my fault, it's all your fault It's all your fault f**k you You insecure piece of shit f**k you Now look what you made me do f**k you You insecure piece of shit f**k you Now look what you made me do f**k you If you touch us again, I will f**king kill you I will make you pay, I will make you pay Now you know how it feels Now you know how it feels