My Heart Is a Fist

I surrender, i know i've been a pretender You can have this guilt this misery i wear so well I wave my flag i sound the alarm Somebody stop me before i do any harm I surrender i know i've been a pretender I'm living a dead life i'm staring into the headlights Of a gateway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight Crash and burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life I'm burning under the spotlight My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will fight again My heart is a fist drenched in blood My soul will rise again Take a look at these hollow eyes- one last look before i say goodbye To this candle-lit nightmare i feel like can never escape So watch me fall from grace-watch me carve my hate In the heart of a lover i feel i can never escape my fate I see you on your cloud looking down I am on my knees today but you don't notice me You don't notice me I'm screaming while i pray While i pray While i pray You don't notice me I'm sick of you... I am done with you...