Thrown Away

I am a mess, I've made a huge mess I can't control myself I kill the rhyme again, I'm comin' sick and on time again Words manifest from deep inside where people hide Within it's chemical unbalanced on the triple beam, what? f**k what you heard, it's about what I ssen I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin' Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pa*s It's not receding my body's going numb A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keeps getting by Go away, I want to be thrown away Born sick, nothing in his hands but his d**k He couldn't handle pressure, He couldn't handle shit For the life he was leading, led him down the wrong path Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the god's wrath Don't want to talk to the counselor, doctor To tell 'em what's real, to tell 'em what's proper The situation unclear like gray And I know it gets worse everyday My heart is bleeding and this pain it will not pa*s It's not receding my body's going numb A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keeps getting by Go away, I want to be thrown away I am a mess, I've made a huge mess I can't control myself, I'm losing it I've split all my marbles AAAAHHHHH! Cause I see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be thrown away Cause I see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be thrown away A hyper spaz, and that is me Sometimes I want to be thrown away Thrown Away! (x8) Voices in my head.... (x4) Don't tell me to do it 'cause I will (NOOO!!) (x2) Last remain! (x3)