Artist's Rendering of Me

With all my said unsaids I could never swallow The idea of a happy ending As another days memory dies As I'm made to smile these lifeless days have left me with an empty heart another wounded memory dies I could / never / swallow your false ideals of a lifeless / happy ending how could words slit my wrists and doors close present day heart felt moments / killed by a slap to the hand / another wounded memory dies poisonous screams with messages not thought of when released another day here / another memory dies