Illusion / Dellusion

And she cradles me down into sleep Still I miss her so and for more I weep And she gives me death yet I'm alive Craving eternally, on her I thrive We are one, we are the same Burning with brightest flame I am the strange illusion, don't feel too real A catatonic thing that should not be You are the sweet delusion yet you feel so real for all these wounds I have only you can heal And she buries me down far too deep Yet six-feet high and gives me bliss to keep And she abuses me yet I abide She's in demand, my hunger I cannot hide