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I am awake Finally unafraid My dues are paid Gone are the days I displayed No rhyme because good times could go too quickly No reason pleased only by love No understanding of this human species But where I was Begged a why with no because And I'm exactly what I used to be afraid I'd become And I'm exactly where I used to be afraid I'd belong I feel like I reflect as if I've entered yesteryear When just yesterday I appeared to be Somebody with no fears Of ever growing up I loved being stuck Sometimes I wish I was there Life's not over Its finally mine to own My fears of the fall are gone I had no idea Still just me now Anticipation of the worst was simply wrong And I belong