Swimming Upstream

The sun disappeared right before my eyes My heart turned and walked away I gave you the keys to an open door And you threw them right back at me Once again I'm alone with a pain in my chest So sad, so sad, so alone The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain You meant more than you could know I can't say I miss you You're always around I can't say I love you 'Cause you'll cut me down I'm wounded and hurt And that's my fault But I made my decision With my back to the wall And I gotta move on from here I've done all that I can do Yeah, I gotta move on from here I've been swimming upstream for you As time pa*ses by, I can't explain It's hard to be next to you Is it my face or is it everything That you're not attracted to? I'm so lost and confused when I look at you Your eyes, your lips, so soft And then when you see me, I turn away 'Cause I know that I turn you off I can't say I miss you You're always around I can't say I love you 'Cause you'll cut me down I'm wounded and hurt And that's my fault But I made my decision With my back to the wall And I gotta move on from here I've done all that I can do Yeah, I gotta move on from here I've been swimming upstream for you I've been swimming upstream for you I've been swimming upstream for you Yeah, I've been swimming upstream for you I've been swimming upstream for you