If She Could See Me Now

I saw the one I loved and lost last night again I smiled and said hello, like we were still old friends Don't pity me, it never matter anyhow But oh, if she could see me now If she could see me now, now, the night life's gone How sad I really look without my party face on The way I just give up, sit down and cry out loud But oh, if she could see me now I'm first at every party and the last to leave And no one sees the hurt that's deep inside of me I drink too much and say who wants her anyhow But oh, if she could see me now If she could see me now, when the night life's gone How sad I really look without my party face on The way I just give up, sit down and cry out loud But oh, if she could see me now