Faking My Own Suicide

So I've made up my mind I will pretend to leave this world behind And in the end, you'll know I've lied To get your attention, I'm faking my own suicide I'm faking my own suicide because I know you love me You just haven't realized I'm faking my own suicide, they'll hold a double funeral Because a part of you will die along with me I wish you thought that I was dead So rather than me, you'd be depressed instead And before arriving at my grave, you'd come to the conclusion You'd loved me all your days but it's too late, too late for you to say Because I'm faking my own suicide because I know you love me You just haven't realized I'm faking my own suicide, they'll hold a double funeral Because a part of you will die along with me I'll write you a letter that you'll keep Reminding you, your love for me is more than six feet deep You say aloud that you would have been my wife Right about that time is when I come back to life And let you know, I'd let you know All along I was faking my own suicide because I know you loved me You just never realized I was faking my own suicide I'll walk in that room and see your eyes opened so wide Opened so wide, because you know Because you know you will never leave my sight Until the day that I die for the first time And we'll laugh, yeah, we'll laugh and we will cry So overjoyed with the love that's so alive, our love is so alive