Going Under

Pulling myself apart today To see what's underneath I analyze the things I say It's a mystery to me Why can't I be normal like everyone else? Why can't I become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me But it's just too hard to see Who am I now And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now Lost like a ship without a sail And terrified to fail Sick of the sickness that I feel It's a mystery to me Why can't I be normal like everyone else? Why can't I become something more than myself? I reach and I'm trying to believe in me But it's just too hard to see Who am I now And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now I'm going under now I'm going under now Who am I now And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now Who am I now And when will I be found? What if I drown? I'm going under now