Weakened State

From the minute you saw it By the time it left my mouth I know you wouldn't want it But I had to have it out I saw your smile I felt it Now I just can't believe There was no knowing deception underneath All that time Did it pa*s while you were looking back waiting I asked for the truth everytime And now the ugly details Are stuck in my mind And there's a preminition I keep putting off And the more time pa*ses The more I get soft I'm standing up there In a weakened state And it's not great All that time Did it pa*s while you were looking back waiting Often I'm waiting on the one That maybe won't come Waiting And I'm not saying anything You think that I forgot I'm not saying anything But I'm thinking a lot